All I ever did was love you...

So why did you tear me apart?...

Now I'm afraid to ever love again...

For I fear of another broken heart...

My dreams, they still revolve around you...

Even though I know...

That dreams do not come true...

They are just fairy tales...

Begging to be a part of reality...

A part of my twisted world...

I've tried so hard...

Trying to push you away...

But you keep coming back...

You keep trying to stay...

My mind wanders...

Always back to you...

But yours is set on her...

I guess you dream came true...

Your lover...

She came to you...

I stayed away...

Not wanting to disturb...

Anything between you and her...

Just wanting you life to stay perfect...

Even though mine's an icy hell...

I want you to feel warm inside...

Wile I stay cold and stale...

I love you...

That's what I wanted to say...

Now I'll leave this note...

Directly to you...

This is my suicide...

I'm doing it just for you . . .